Wither by Lauren DeStefano

November 26, 2017 by Leelynn @ Sometimes Leelynn Reads ♥ 0 Leave a Comment

In the not-too-distant future, genetic engineering has turned every newborn into a ticking time bomb: Males die at age twenty-five, and females die at age twenty. While scientists seek a miracle antidote, young girls are routinely kidnapped and sold as polygamous brides to bear more children. When sixteen-year-old Rhine is taken, she enters a world of wealth and privilege that both entices and terrifies her. She has everything she ever wanted – except freedom.

Soon it becomes clear that not everyone at her new husband’s home is how they appear. With the help of Gabriel, a servant Rhine is growing dangerously attracted to, Rhine attempts to escape… before her time runs out.

“Tell freedom I said hello.”

I’m 25 years old. According to this book, I would have been dead five years ago.

I thought about that a lot when I was reading this book, especially because I think about where I was during my life five years ago. Would I have been happy to die at that age? Would I have felt like there was more out there for me and tried to fight for the chance to live and die the way I wanted to? That’s the amazing thing about dystopian books. It gives you a chance to imagine the world in a completely different way.

The book starts in complete darkness. Our main character Rhine is in a truck full of other girls, lost in the dark and they have no idea what’s in store for them. They were just taken from their homes and there’s no guarantee that they will ever go home. Rhine and two other girls – Cecily and Jenna – out of the entire group of girls in that van end up being whisked away to be the wives of a boy around their age, who just so happens to have a rich father. It’s there that Rhine has to learn that there’s a world out there that she isn’t used to, and not everything is as it seems.

In this world, cancer and every other human biological flaw have been “cured”, and the first generation of children to be born cancer and flaw-free grew up strong and healthy, with a lot of them still being alive today. However, it was their children and the children afterward where the problem was found. Every single generation after the first generation ends up dying at a young age. The males die at age 25, and the females die at age 20, no matter what. According to the first generation, there’s a virus that makes every single child a ticking time bomb. There are scientists out there that are working desperately to find a cure but to no avail. And yet there are other people that make it a point to do much worse things, from kidnapping girls from off the streets and selling them to be the baby-bearing brides to the rich.

Not all of these girls end up being wives though, not even sister wives like Rhine, Cecily, and Jenna became as the book progressed, and those that were not chosen could be found dead in the streets or disappeared entirely. When there was no chance of living past a certain age, it didn’t matter who ended up living or dying at an early age.

Rhine ends up having a very rare “birth defect” that just so happened to save her life. She has heterochromia, where one eye is brown and the other is blue. Everyone who meets her notices it, and they don’t always believe that they are actually real eyes. This is what ends up saving her from certain death, and it may also hold the key to the virus that kills everyone. At least, that’s what Rhine thinks when her captors basically tell her that her eyes are what makes her special and not as disposable as the others.

This book was interesting to me. To know that all of the children in the world are basically on a time limit is heartbreaking, and when factoring the fact that some of these children wind up murdered makes it even worse. Rhine basically had to lie to herself and to her husband Linden to make him think that she actually loved and cared for him when all she could think about was running away back to her twin brother. While she did end up learning how to care for him in the end – as well as Jenna and eventually Cecily – it didn’t take away from her main goal. It didn’t matter what it took, she wasn’t going to spend the rest of her life in this beautiful prison. It took her a while, but she ended up doing something about it, and that’s what matters.

Rated: 4/5 ★

The Falconer by Elizabeth May

November 20, 2017 by Leelynn @ Sometimes Leelynn Reads ♥ 0 Leave a Comment

“A riveting world, a fierce heroine, and electrifying action–I burned through this sparkling debut!” —Sarah J. Maas, New York Times bestselling author

Edinburgh, 1844. Beautiful Aileana Kameron only looks the part of an aristocratic young lady. In fact, she’s spent the year since her mother died developing her ability to sense the presence of sìthichean, a faery race bent on slaughtering humans. She has a secret mission: to destroy the faery who murdered her mother. But when she learns she’s a Falconer, the last in a line of female warriors and the sole hope of preventing a powerful faery population from massacring all of humanity, her quest for revenge gets a whole lot more complicated. Now in paperback, this electrifying thriller—the first volume of a trilogy from an exciting new voice in young adult fantasy—blends romance and action with steampunk technology and Scottish lore in a deliciously addictive read.

“Crimson suits you best.”

I stumbled across this book at the library here in Virginia, and when I read the synopsis of it, I knew that I had to try it out. Lo and behold, it would end up being one of my favorite books this year.

For one thing, the steampunk aspect of this book, paired with 17th Century Scotland was something that I didn’t expect to work so well but it really did. Maybe the only thing that kind of messed me up was that I would keep forgetting that Aileana was Scottish until she’d say “Aye”. It was as if I was in an entirely new world filled with the infamous Fae creatures that I’ve come to learn and love – well some of them anyway – in an entirely new light that was nice to hear about.

Let me start off by saying that I personally liked Aileana. Yes, she’s actually a proper Lady, with money, status, and a title that not all women can say they have. If she were to get married, her husband would probably inherit a lot of wealth and prestige. However, ever since her mother was murdered right in front of her eyes, she had no desire to be a part of that world anymore. She had vengeance in her heart, almost to the point of hatred, and all she wanted to do was find the Fae that killed her mother and exact her revenge. In the meantime, she did what she could: taking care of the other dangerous Fae around Edinburgh so that the human casualty rate wasn’t ridiculously high.

But how did she go from a lady that only cared about society’s parties, to someone that would spend her days inventing new weapons and her nights slaying the Fae?

She had a mysterious teacher, one that wasn’t all that human himself. She spent an entire year training with him, a Fae named Kiaran, one of the most powerful breeds of Fae in existence. But what she didn’t know was that there was something far worse at stake, and all of her nights that she spent fighting alone behind Kiaran’s back would make her a target, and the real fight would begin. She would have to put aside her revenge plans and figure out how a barely trained Falconer, a breed of warrior woman that have the power to kill the Fae, would be able to save the world on her own.

Aileana was an interesting protagonist. She had no problem letting us know that she was in pain, and having the memory of her mother killed right in front of her eyes was something that she couldn’t let go of so easily. Anything that even resembled her mother would bring her back to that night, and it would fill her with such a rage that it was almost dangerous to be around her. She knew that, and she tried to suppress it as much as she could around Kiaran so that he wouldn’t know her weakness. It was something that despite all of her efforts, she just could not let it go. She felt like it was her fault that her mother was murdered because she didn’t do anything to stop it. It led her to go out the next night and immediately try to kill a different Fae, and while she almost died, it was a good thing that Kiaran found her. She was thoroughly untrained that first night she tried to fight, and even though she knew it, she still wanted to satisfy the lust for death in her heart. The more she would kill, the happier she felt, even if it was just in that moment when the light would leave her victim’s eyes.

I also liked the fact that she is an inventor. She created her very own flying machine, even though it seems like many of the rich families have at least one of their own. She designed and created her own, with a bat as the inspiration for its wings. She created all of the weapons she would use against the Fae. It was something that she would do with her mother, and even though her mother was gone, she kept up this important hobby that would become useful to her in her future battles. All in all, I liked her personality and her ingenuity.

One of the things that confused me though was how sometimes the chapters would jump through time. One chapter would end with a certain event going on and the next chapter would start off hours or even half a day later. It made me feel like I was missing something, or that I needed to go back and make sure that I didn’t skip a page or something like that. I understand that not all chapters have to take place back to back but it still left me confused. The ending as well was one that I didn’t understand. It ended up abruptly that I had to go back and see what happened, and yet I still didn’t quite get it. Something definitely happened, but hopefully the next book will be able to explain it better than this first one did.

Rated: 4/5 ★

The Merciless by Danielle Vega

November 13, 2017 by Leelynn @ Sometimes Leelynn Reads ♥ 0 Leave a Comment

Forgive us, Father, for we have sinned

Brooklyn Stevens sits in a pool of her own blood, tied up and gagged. No one outside of these dank basement walls knows she’s here. No one can hear her scream.

Sofia Flores knows she shouldn’t have gotten involved. When she befriended Riley, Grace, and Alexis on her first day at school, she admired them, with their perfect hair and their good-girl ways. They said they wanted to save Brooklyn. They wanted to help her. Sofia didn’t realize they believed Brooklyn was possessed.

Now, Riley and the girls are performing an exorcism on Brooklyn—but their idea of an exorcism is closer to torture than salvation. All Sofia wants is to get out of this house. But there is no way out. Sofia can’t go against the other girls . . . unless she wants to be next. . . .

In this chilling debut, Danielle Vega delivers blood-curdling suspense and terror on every page. By the shockingly twisted end, readers will be faced with the most haunting question of all: Is there evil in all of us?

“More than anything in the world right now, I want to be pure. My dream echoes through my head. I hear the roaring train race down the tracks, and Karen’s distant voice. Why can’t you tell the truth?“

This book messed me up on so many levels.

First of all, I wasn’t expecting such graphic violence to take place in this book. Yes, the cover did warn me and say that it was for mature audiences only, but I thought it was because it dealt with exorcism and religion and all that. Oh, no. That’s not what made it for mature audiences at all.

We are first introduced to the main character Sofia Flores, who happens to be an Army brat. This is just another duty station for her, and she has to once again go through the motions of making friends and losing them within six months. It’s typical for her, and while she hates it, she doesn’t have much of a choice. Apparently, her last school was hard on her since she had to deal with terrible bullies, which we don’t know the extent of until we get further into the story, and she doesn’t know if she will get the same experience here.

Well lucky for Sofia, she meets a few people that she gets along with, and gets indoctrinated into this group of girls that seem to be pretty popular but also really nice: Riley, Grace, and Alexis. She also meets another girl named Brooklyn who was really nice to Sofia as well, but according to Riley and her gang, she’s seriously disturbed and needs to be saved. It gets to the point that somehow, these girls end up kidnapping Brooklyn, keep her hostage in an abandoned house and perform an exorcism on her. This was definitely not what Sofia signed up for when she became friends with these girls, but she has no way of escaping this unless she goes along with Riley.

Anyone who has watched any scary movie that has an exorcism involved knows that things get really creepy and scary as hell. It’s bound to happen when one believes that they are dealing with a person who is supposedly possessed by a demon or the Devil himself. But the things that Riley does to Brooklyn is borderline torture, and honestly, Sofia doesn’t know if this is just a personal revenge agenda or what. There are things that happen in that short span of one night that makes us question if Riley is clinically insane, or if there really is something seriously wrong with Brooklyn.

The sad thing is that we don’t get that answer until the end of the book, and by that time we find out something even more shocking that we can’t believe the book just ends like that.

I personally do not like to read horror books, because I don’t like to be afraid for nights on end. I’m just a big scaredy cat like that. I got through this book though for two reasons: 1) because it was our next book for the Bookish Babes Book Club, and 2) because the premise just sounded so interesting that I wanted to know what it had in store for me. I’m also glad that this book is the first in a series because there is no way that Danielle Vega can write a book like that and end it so suddenly like that. When I was reading it and was maybe five pages to the ending, I was so worried. There was no way that it was going to have a happy ending, and I still had no idea what I was in store for. That’s how the book felt for me. I was constantly on the edge of my seat, trying to figure out exactly where the direction of this book was going, what was going to happen. I had to stay up one night past 2am just to make sure that I finished this damn book if it was the last thing I did! It sounds silly, but that’s exactly what I did to make sure I wasn’t left wondering by the time I went to bed.

I do not recommend this book if you do not like gore. It may not be as much as a Rated R movie like Underworld or others like that, but it’s enough that the imagery is one that is not pleasing to the eye. If you are also religious and don’t like to read books that deal with possession or the Devil, I wouldn’t read this either. Other than that, I recommend at least reading the first book like I did and see what you think of it. Who knows? You may learn something new about what it really means to be evil.

Rated 4/5 ★