You guys are the sweetest for liking this post without anything on it. I’m sorry that I wasn’t able to write anything for the longest time. Not only was I out of power since 6am this morning until almost 3pm, but I’m still feeling so sick. I am in so much pain and I just don’t want to move at all. This is ridiculous but it’s been even affecting me not being able to eat or drink much. I’m at home for tonight since Mark is working and I’m worried that I may have to figure out how to get to the hospital. I don’t want to though because they are so busy with everything else.
Okay these headaches and stomachaches are not going away. I know the doctor said that they won’t go away that quickly but it’s seriously making it hard to even sit and do anything anymore. I don’t even know how I’m supposed to go back to work (at home but still) tomorrow and do these meetings. Honestly, I may have to see if I can see my doctor about it, but I don’t want to have to take the doctors away from taking care of more important patients during this time. But I hate being in pain the entire time I’m awake. Ugh. This sucks, fam.
I was watching The Lion King II: Simba’s Pride last night – or super early this morning because yay weird sleep schedule – and ugh I’m so glad that Disney+ has that on their platform. I miss that movie so freaking much, and now I can watch it OVER. and OVER. and OVER. and OVER again and never get tired of it because it was such an amazing movie! Disney has a track record for having some questionable sequels, but this one was god tier.
Also, Happy Easter to everyone celebrating today! I called my grandma with my mom and brother yesterday since it was Easter on Guam yesterday – they are a day ahead, four hours behind (that’s how I remember) – and I felt like I heard her crying a bit because we weren’t there and she wasn’t with any family this year. I can’t imagine how lonely she is right now, and when we asked her if she was doing anything, she said that she didn’t want to be around the kids because they could get sick. Just like a grandma is, caring more about her family than herself, even if it means she’s alone. I’m so upset right now thinking about it and I wish I was on Guam right now. I would have self-quarantined with her or at least seen her every day but make sure she didn’t get sick. I don’t know. I just wish I was there to be there with her. I miss her so much.
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